Blue

I saw a blue man , yes blue, on TV with an awesome attitude about people and life in general.

Made me think about how small minded some people can be toward others.

LoL, After years of thinking I was fat when actually I was too skinny for my frame.
After years of having a man always in my life and others constantly approaching me, never once did I think it was because I was attractive.
I was.
In fact some people thought I was beautiful. Some people thought I had that aristocratic, so called classy look about me.(whatever that may be)
I can look back at some pictures and think WoW I really did look good, and I really was built like a "brick shithouse" as some also would say.

So stick with me, I getting to where I was originally going.

What is going on now.

People's attitudes about me now.

People look at me and see an old, overweight woman,
( I really am now).
Soon to be 59, yikes....closer to retirement age all the time,
that's old.
The men don't look at me the same way now.
Hmmmmmmm, wonder why??
Fat
Would that be a clue?
What if I was blue?
People would still look at me with question.
Why am I like that.
I must be something that I really am not.
First thing some people think is that I probably eat toooooo much.
Wrong.
I really don't.
In fact, with me, some or most of my problem is my thyroid is out of whack.
I just don't want to take all these stupid pills that I am supposed to take. They are very costly. If I was to get the kind that I am supposed to take it is over $100. Not in my budget.
I will try to do the proper intake of foods that help regulate.
Am I ever going to be a slender hot mamma again?
Nawwww
I know that with my personality, someone out there is gonna have to love me. I know it is in God's plan for me to have a happy life. I just have to learn to be patient.
I am currently working very hard to get where I need to be with my family and that is a test of patience also.
I will succeed. I will not be defeated on my goals.
If it doesn't work one way it will work another.

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